so people have been going around thinking that i'm a good for nothing lazy little so & so,
due to my lack of activity with my lovely DA account.
you'd be right.
though, sir, please, cut me.. cut me some slack.
a lot has happened to this little so & so in the past 12 months.
i "survived" they say, survived much hardship, tear your heart out, they died.
but really, i did too.
deceased.
i'm just playing the part of being alive & playing it well. ;]

so anyway, those of you that know me personally know of the funerals i attended.
those of you that know me personally know of the second time lucky graduation i achieved.
those of you that know me personally know that i finally escaped the soul sucking vortex they call my home town.
those of you that know me personally will know of the irony i'm experiencing, when i sometimes feel nostalgia for that vortex.. perhaps not the vortex, more for the people that make it a homely vortex.
though, soon enough i'll be home yet again & realise it was never meant to be, & yet again i'll long to bail.

so after many minuets that gradually bled to hours of wishing my ass off on 11:11's, i finally made it to the pinnacle...
to university!
oh, please, take me home.
it's like grade 12 assessment time, all the fucking time.
though, amazingly, i'm surviving, not kicking too hard & yet my head is still well above the water.

listen up children, in my gallery you'll find new submissions.
you're lucky, i'm lucky, we're lucky.

& no matter how crazy your dream is, fucking stick with it. pursue it.
if you don't have that, what do you have?
though, if it's something like taking free love, give it up.
that's rape.